21 June 2016

I Saw Him With Another Girl

Saturday night Matthew and me went to Sophia and Paul's house for dinner. Her baby bump is so small- but she's definitely starting to grow! They went all out for dinner. Steak, chicken, veggies, salad, potatoes- anything you could think of. She also had my favorite wine pre-chilled. Wife life looks good on her.

Paul and Matthew were both really quiet all night long. I kept nudging Matt hoping he would get the hint and strike up a conversation with Paul, but that wasn't working. Matt stuck by me like a lost puppy all night. I felt bad for putting him in a situation that he didn't feel comfortable with, but at the same time, Sophia is one of my best friends and I wasn't going to let him be crusty in her house.

I pulled Matt outside and let him know how I was feeling, and we got in a huge fight. I may have over exaggerated things due to wine, but I still think I'm right. I wasn't a huge fan of Matt's friends in the beginning of our relationship, but I still made the effort. We ended up leaving early because I wasn't in the mood to be around anyone anymore.

In the car, Matt didn't say a word. We honestly haven't had a fight in so long that I didn't even know what to say. So we both stayed silent for the longest car ride of life. When we got home, I hopped out of the car and made my way inside, not waiting for him to follow. I walked straight to the bathroom and ran the water in the tub. I headed into the bedroom and undressed when I felt his presence. I turned around to see Matt staring at me from across the room, he knew I wasn't undressing for him.

I heard a knock on the bathroom door {that I locked} and it pulled me out of my trance. The water was cold and I was shivering. I wasn't sure how long I was in there, but I must have dozed off. {wine, again} I debated on answering, but then I heard the panic in his voice. "Tor, make a sound. At least tell me you're alive."

I jumped out, grabbed a towel and opened the door. "What do you want?"

"Holy shit Tor, you're frozen." He wrapped himself around me. "Don't ever scare me like that again."

"What are you talking about?"

"I fell asleep waiting for you to get out. I woke up a few minutes ago, and I saw it was past 3 am. You've been in there for 6 hours. I thought you drowned."

I stared at him, unsure of what to say next. I'm stubborn, so there was no way I was letting this fight end. I pulled away from him.


"What, Matthew? I didn't drown, I'm very much alive. See!" I waved my hand up and down my body.

"You're something else, you know?"

"Why can't you admit that you're wrong. This one time." I was yelling, it was 3am. Thank God we don;t have neighbours.

"Because I'm not. That guy is shady as fuck, you guys just can't see it."


"Paul. He's not a good guy."

"Okay, and you know this from the three times you've met him... and not spoken to him..?" I knew whatever Matt knew had to be valid. He wasn't the type of guy to trash talk anyone without valid reason.

"Tor, please just trust me on this one." He sat on the bed and put his head in his hands.

"No- You brought this up. Now I need to know if my friend is in some kind of trouble."

Matt stayed silent for what felt like forever. He knew I was right. He let out a deep sigh and shook his head. "I saw him with another girl."

"Excuse me?"

"I saw Paul with another girl." He continued. "It was a few weeks after the wedding, when you were on vacation. I went to the game with Evan and they were there. He saw that I saw him, so he came over and said hi. He introduced her as his 'work friend' but they looked a little too friendly for work."

"Oh my God, Matthew! Why didn't you tell me this before?"

 "Because I knew you would over react. You would kill him if he did anything to hurt Soph. Fuck, I would too, trust me."

"So.. what am I supposed to do now? She's pregnant!! She's having his child!!"

"I know, I know. I had Evan get his buddy to track Paul and see if he fucks up anymore."


"And so far, nothing."

"I can't deal with this right now." I was starting to get a stress headache. I needed to sleep on it.

"Get some sleep. We'll talk in the morning." Matt looked at the clock. "Maybe the afternoon."

I nodded and got into bed. I was still extremely upset with him, but I needed him close. I pulled his arms around me and started to doze off.

"Matthew?" I whispered.

"Yea, babe?"

"If you ever cheat on me, I'll kill you."

Matt pulled me tighter. "I'd kill myself. Save you the jail time." He's so romantic.

When we woke up it was almost 2pm, and I felt like I had been hit by a truck. We had plans to meet both of our families for Father's Day, but we bailed on both. Matt and me talked all afternoon about Soph.

I finally decided that I wasn't going to say anything until I had proof. I'm not one to spread rumors, especially ones that could potentially end a marriage. Plus, there was a baby that I needed to think of now!  I can give Paul the benefit of the doubt, maybe she was a girl from work. But I wasn't going to let him off the hook. I'm definitely going to spend more time with them too. I'll just use the peanut in her belly as an excuse.

Am I wrong? Should I say something now? Help me!!

15 June 2016

Taylor Swift

So Jenn and Danny are never, ever, ever getting back together. At least that's what Taylor Swift Jenn says. I can't say that I blame her, Danny really did a number on her. But at the same time, it's hard to believe that the two people you thought were perfect for each other- aren't. I guess you should never assume anyone's relationship is perfect- it just might not be!

Speaking of... Danny and my brother are bffs all of a sudden. They have been spending all of their free time together. Which is nice, but weird. I passed by my parent's house the other night to pick up some more of my stuff. I was knee deep in my horrendous closet {I'm such a mess} when Daniel got home from work.

"What are you doing here?"

"Hello to you, too." I snapped back.

"Sorry," Daniel laughed. "I just wasn't expecting to see you."

"I came to pick up a few things. How's life? What are you up to these days?"

"Things are good. Really good actually. I mean, as good as they can be I guess." What a stupid non answer. MEN!

"What the hell does that even mean?"

"I'm good Tor." He laughed again. "Stop being weird."

"I'm not being weird. You are." I stood up and went to sit on my old bed. I kind of miss my bed, it's the most comfortable mattress I've ever owned. "I heard you and Danny have a little bromance going on."

Daniel laughed again. I was either really funny today or he was in a good mood- finally! "I wouldn't call it that. We just hang out alot. We get each other."

"You get each other?"

"Yeah. We both ended relationships that were really hard to end. We like the same things and we both have to deal with you and Matt."

"You should be so lucky!!" I snapped back.

"I know. I know. We just have a alot in common." Daniel sighed. "Does it bother you?" I honestly felt so bad when he asked me this. Does he think I dislike everyone in his life?

"Of course not! I love Danny.. sometimes more than I love you."

Daniel threw a pillow at me and we both started laughing. I love that we're back to our old selves - I really missed him. He helped me pack up my stuff and I headed back to Matt's condo {our condo?}. I decided to pick up a pizza on the way because I was way too lazy to start cooking. Plus it was past 8pm and I was starving.

When I finally walked through the door, I found Matt passed out on the couch. Remote still in his hand. He's been overworking himself lately. I keep telling him to take a break, but because he missed almost a week due to the little strep throat incident, he's been working non-stop trying to catch up. I don't know what to do to help him though. He could use a vacation.. but being away would just add to his stress levels / work load.

I don't know if I ever told you guys, but Matt and Danny work for their father's company. {typical Europeans} They're pretty much the bosses now that their dad is starting to cut back on hours and getting ready for retirement. Danny runs the shop and all of the guys and Matt deals with clients and handles all of the purchasing and stuff like that. When either brother is away, the other tries to cover for them, but the work load is too much for one person.

I decided to let him sleep a bit more on the couch before waking him up to go to bed. I poured myself some wine and took my laptop onto the balcony. I don't know if y'all remember Allison and Jeremy, but they're getting married in September in the Bahamas, so I thought I would book a few extra days for Matt and me. He should be caught up by September, right?

Sophia and Paul invited us over for dinner this weekend, and I'm so excited to see her baby bump! That skinny mini should be showing be now.. Paul and Matt never really clicked, so Matthew is not too thrilled to be tagging along. Paul isn't a bad guy or anything, they're just so different. Matt is more rugged and beastly {LOL} and Paul is more of a pretty boy - so they're polar opposites. But I guess we shall see what happens Saturday night.

Jenn has been keeping to herself lately. I know she's having a hard time dealing with things, but I wish she would just talk it out. Or start a blog!! Blogging helped me work through some stuff.. I think I'm gonna suggest it to her.

Chloe text me the other day telling me that she has a new man in her life, and wants us to get together so we can meet him. I still haven't responded to her. She was so rude to Matt when we started dating, and extremely bitchy towards all of us - I don't think any of us have talked to her since Sophia's wedding. I'm kind of on the fence with her. Every time I give in, she manages to mess things up again. So I dunno..

08 June 2016


So my parents met Matt's parents, and it was the funniest / most stressful night of my life.

We had planned for them both to come to the condo Wednesday night. Danny {Matt's brother} and Daniel {my brother} tagged along as well. They're both newly single and have been spending a strange amount of time together. Don't get me wrong, I love that they get along, but it's slowly turning into a weird bromance thing- and I'm not sure I can handle more than one of them at a time.

I was stressing all day about what I was going to make for dinner. Obviously the Italian in me felt the need to over-cook and make enough food for an army, but after talking with Matt we decided on just doing simple barbecue and some salads / roasted veggies. We ended up making too much food anyways, but our brothers managed to polish it all off. For dessert we {meaning just me} made mango fro-yo from scratch- delish!

Our families seemed to get along really well. We both come from strong European backgrounds, and even though our parents grew up in different countries, there are so many similarities between them. The night ended with my dad and Matt's dad telling stories about their childhood, and they were some of the funniest stories I have ever heard.

Matt's parents left first, and mine followed shortly after. My mother of course had to make sure every single plate, glass and utensil was washed and put away before she left. Danny and Daniel stayed behind and we just hung out on the balcony.  I asked Danny if he had talked to Jenn and he shook his head 'no' while looking at nothing in the distance.

"She won't talk to me either." I said. Jenn and me were talking, but she refused to talk about anything Danny related. As her best friend, I have to respect that.

"I think I'm just gonna lay low for a bit." He said. "I'm gonna stop trying to get through to her. When she wants to talk, she'll come to me."

I wasn't totally convinced on this idea, but again, I'm trying to mind my business, so I just nodded and smiled. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, but I know at the end of the day- it has to be their decision. I need to stop meddling!

It was passed midnight when they finally left, and I was exhausted. I've been getting so tired lately- I must have some vitamin deficiency. Matthew on the other hand is a stallion- that man never gets tired! I quickly got undressed and slipped under the covers. Matt made his way into the bedroom shortly after, and started kissing all up on me. For the first time, in our whole relationship, I was too tired for sex.

Matt didn't stop though. He kissed, he sucked, he licked, all the way down my chest and circled his tongue around my nipples. I let out a light moan, and could feel him smile against my skin. He continued kissing and sucking and licking until he stopped between my legs. Matt stopped and looked up at me, and when he was sure he had my full attention, he started again.

I literally did nothing but lay there and enjoy my man.

When we woke up the next morning for work, we both felt kind of gross. I blamed it on the late night, but I knew deep down I just didn't feel right. Later on through the day I developed a high fever and uncontrollable chills, so I decided to go home and rest. Matt was already home, and sleep in bed when I got home.

After forcing Matthew to come to the doctor with me, we were both diagnosed with strep throat. I'm no stranger to strep, I get it all the time. Matt on the other hand- biggest baby of life. I think I would be in more pain if I wasn't spending my days laughing at him. So we've basically been in bed for almost a week, we're contagious and not allowed to be around healthy humans.

Ohh and... My doctor wants to schedule me for a tonsillectomy and I'm kind of freaking out!!! Have any of you had your tonsils removed as an adult? Share your stories below!
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